Anonymous asked:

Why do you feel so sad

I guess there are a lot of different reasons. I wish it was as simple as something on my mind, or an event, or a trigger. I just have this intense and hallow pain constantly throbbing inside of my chest. I watch groups of people hanging out and wish I had the courage or social skills to start a conversation. I wish I could text someone and ask them to hangout but I don’t. I don’t know why I don’t. I feel very trapped, isolated, everyone else is gone and i’m left behind. I’m surrounded by people I know, and I guess thats a positive in a sense, but I don’t have anyone but them. I’m sitting here being told to wait it out, but its so painful. i’m just…so lonely.