I guess there are a lot of different reasons. I wish it was as simple as something on my mind, or an event, or a trigger. I just have this intense and hallow pain constantly throbbing inside of my chest. I watch groups of people hanging out and wish I had the courage or social skills to start a conversation. I wish I could text someone and ask them to hangout but I don’t. I don’t know why I don’t. I feel very trapped, isolated, everyone else is gone and i’m left behind. I’m surrounded by people I know, and I guess thats a positive in a sense, but I don’t have anyone but them. I’m sitting here being told to wait it out, but its so painful. i’m just…so lonely.
Home Alone (1990, Comedy) Two burglars attempt to murder an abandoned 8-year-old child